This story is about myself 😢 Albert Georgina

Have you ever felt useless?

Have you ever felt abandoned?

Well I have experience that over and over again 😢😢

I used to be bold, outspoken, cheerful, lively and never intimidated but all that changed.

It started with bullying then body shaming then making me look useless in front of everyone 😢.

It was soo bad that sometimes I would be sitting down and maybe you drank garri, you can just rinse the cup and pour it on my head.

I kept mute, not because I was dumb but I was physically weak. I wasn't good at fighting like the others sooo I couldn't talk or express myself.

Some would say "go and report to the teacher" but I did and was ignored. Why?

Because I am poor and I am reporting someone who pays school fees before the term thinks of resuming🤣🤣🤣

Stupid me.

Either they say I smelt or I didn't brush my teeth well or I was a prostitute, throwing myself on the boys and pretending to be innocent.

It got worst when I reached SS class😢😢😢, the bully became intensed that my school back became stool for every one to sit on. I never said anything

I kept it within myself.

So peace would rein.

Body shaming was worst, I was depressed and my family couldn't really give me food to eat so my feminine growth became slower than usual

I was drained but physically and mentally. They would keep picking on my size and look.

I couldn't tell my parents because they would never understand 😢

And didn't want them to worry too much because of me. They were already going through HELL to raise me. So I carried my cross myself.

I became a totally introvert, a coward that only talks on phone and my sense of humour depreciated 😢😢. At some point I started considering sucide, but I looked at my mom in the kitchen, sweating, struggling even when she was tired to feed me, I look at my siblings smiling genuinely at me. This set of people loved me and their love was enough.

I then made a promise to myself to make it in life so this set of people would suffer no more. I started reading, avoided staying in the class for too long.

Now I am in the University of Lagos.

I honestly avoid having female friends because of experience, not because I am loose or any thing. We don't protect each other and we don't really support each other.

I want to be a better person ☺️🙂

It would soon be a thing of the past

I would gain my confidence back

Please help me engage 🙏

I can't do with all of you

Please learn from my story ☺️