My heart is full of poison and my head is filled with doubts

I had toxin here for breakfast, since that's all we have in this house

My body is full of scars and bloody bruises caused by his hands that reassure me that we are in love

This isn't the kind of love I've read in the romance books

Or did I accidentally wander into another genre?

People around me talk about their happily ever after, while I sit here with fear and regrets

I have sadness, anger and rage just building up inside me

And I want to unleash on someone deserving. It should be my man, of course

But I put it on the ones who try to pull me out of my love

But I'm in love with him

I can get out of my love that gives me nightmares in my sleep

But I won't because if I do, I'll lose the only love I've ever known

There are so much love outside but I've been blinded by the painful prints caused by his hands that reassure me that we are still in love

I don't want to leave this house (I want to)

I just want to be close to his hands (My leash in his hands)

My thoughts are his thoughts (That's what he says)

I am his (That's all I am)

I have nowhere to go (I am his forever)

I am filled with toxin, doubt, fear and regrets

I had blood, tears and curses for breakfast, since that's all there is in this house

I've been blinded, scarred and bruised by his hands that I'm scared of

But they reassure me that I'm in love