Please Do Not Keep Malice, Even If You Can't Forget Please Forgive Those Who Offended You ๐Ÿ™ - 2 months ago

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I had to stop reading. My throat tightened, burning, and tears blurred the words, but I forced myself to keep going.

โ€œI didnโ€™t kiss Thomas. He kissed me. And when I pulled away, you walked in. I know how it looked. But you never let me explain.โ€

That single sentence split something open inside me. For years, Iโ€™d convinced myself I didnโ€™t care. That Iโ€™d moved on. But the ache in my chest told the truthโ€”I hadnโ€™t. Iโ€™d been living with the weight of a betrayal I believed in for ten long years.

I turned to the next letter. The handwriting was rushed, unevenโ€”words spilling over each other, written in one of her anxious spirals.

โ€œYou blocked my number. I emailed you. I wrote on your birthday card. You never opened anything. Lia, please. I love you. I messed up somewhere, but not like that.โ€

The letters that followed were quieter. Less pleading. More updates. She wrote about finally getting promoted at work. About how momโ€™s health scared her. About how she missed me every single day.

One letter hurt more than the rest. It was dated on my thirty-fifth birthday.

โ€œI saw you today. You didnโ€™t see me. You were at the market, buying flowers. Yellow ones. You still love sunflowers, huh? I almost walked up to you and said hi. But you looked so peaceful. I didnโ€™t want to disturb that.โ€

I closed the letter and stared at the wall, my mind spinning. Why hadnโ€™t she told me all this in person? Why hadnโ€™t she fought harder to see me, to clear the air?

But deep down, I already knew the answer.

Iโ€™d made it impossible.

I changed my number. Moved to a new city. Cut off anyone who dared to mention her name. I built a wall so tall she couldnโ€™t climb it.

At the back of the folder was one last letter. No date. Just a note on the envelope:

To be opened if I die.

My fingers trembled before I unfolded it.

โ€œLia, if youโ€™re reading this, Iโ€™m probably gone. I hope you came to my funeral. I hope mom got through to you. I hope you can forgive me someday. If not for me, then for yourself. Hate is heavy, sis. Youโ€™ve carried it for too long.โ€

The paper slipped from my hands.

I wasnโ€™t just crying anymoreโ€”I was sobbing. Loud, broken sobs that shook my entire body.

She hadnโ€™t betrayed me.

Not the way I believed she had.

Please learn how to forgive

Do not keep malice ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™.

Forgive and forget.

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