Dear God,

Hello from this side of the world. Its a good thing you're everywhere all at once. 

Firstly, I want to thank you for your patience, and everything in-between you have done and still doing, especially my mistakes you don't hold against me.  

I have been up and then down, sat in darkness and seen a beam of light, I have wondered in the wilderness of my beliefs and often seek council in the multitude of my thoughts.

I have pondered, and wondered, I have read the psalms and the proverbs, the lamentations? I have tried digesting it. I even heard of revelations but it's still a mystery to me.

In simple words, I was told all that matters is that you are with me. Even in the darkness? Even in the doubt and guilt.?  Really?

Dear God,  I may  have a mind that don'  fully comprehend you but a heart that wants to glorify you.....genuinely.

Am still figuring out your ways and thoughts. Am still trying, am still a work in progress. My prayers are still the same "Help me." That's all...not just for right now, always.

Dear God, help me.

Amen.