I felt so angry I found myself raising my hand at him I slapped him how dare you lie to me , I loved you unconditionally and it was my  choice to love you regardless of your condition  and you deny me the right to make that decision because you wanted to use me , yes you used me to get sexually active to heal am not even sure if the love you proclaimed toe was true or not , Alin who was sober held my hands and liked at me I know , I agree with you and whatever you decide I will stand by you, I just what you to keep this to yourself and think about it but I am truly sorry I lied imagine you were in my shoes will you have told me , would you have looked into my eyes and tell me the truth when you k lw you have the chance of loosing the one you love the most ?  , you are right , I need to take a break  am going home ,Alan I really love you and I hope you will forgive  me too, am leaving now I said to him , i took a few cloths from our closet  I told him to clean up his mess and I left , i know I can’t go home , o don’t what what to tell my parents I can’t tell them that my husband is bed wetting it’s too embarrassing I don’t think I can even tell Marie my best friend I don’t even know where to go I bursted out in tears , what kind of problem is this ,I had to check in a hotel and stay there until I clear my head . 
I stayed in the hotel for over a week, nobody know my whereabouts not even my parents Alin kept calling me it I wouldn’t answer because I was too angry until he stopped calling, I guess he contacted my family and realized I was not home and know one knows my whereabouts which scared him and he had to do something one evening I was a the pool and my mother called me and asked me to come home  immediately I suspected he must have gone home but I didn’t want them to know so I called him he told me he was going to confess to my parents so that he can be at peace and I would be able to return to my parents if I don’t want to stay married to him at that moment it dawned on me that am not ready to leave my husband and I want to fight with him yes he lied to me but truth be told I would have done thesame probably if I was in the same situation even I am too embarrassed to tell any one I had to run home to stop him from telling my mother , I know my mom she could end my marriage because of this  .