I just wish you could forgive me understand I didn't just do this by myself I had your parents blessing in fact they advise me to get married again I didn't want to ,but they said for my daughter sake for our daughter sake I should get married again so I did I didn't know this is going to be our faith .i haven't spoken to her like a husband should not even introduce you properly ,nothing has ever happened between us . My wife asked me to go and talk to my wife and bring her to her so that should know her more I didn't expect that that was new and unexpected so I didn't just ask she asked me a quietly went out of the room and went to my second wife which I was also so ashamed of going to I felt so guilty of neglecting her and not even explaining anything to her I never called her not even once since my wife got back from the hospital . My wife asked me to go and talk to my wife so I  quietly went out of the room and went to my second wife which I was also so ashamed of going to I felt so guilty of neglecting her and not even explaining anything to her I never called her not even once since my wife recovered.