When it’s hurt so much , I get angry , and I keep thinking , I think hard enough to make my head ache and untill I coul no longer make sense 

, some times I cry at night , I keep regretting over a lot of things I can’t undo , so  I will feel guilty 

My guilt make me feel I don’t deserve anything good , so take in so much I don’t deserve and I let go of whatsoever is deserving of me because I thought it would clean up my mess 

Now I know better so I land e peace with what eats my heart and I let things do the natural 

I will no longer interfere with what destiny has install for , so what if it’s regrettable, it happened already and more might happen but it doesn’t have to be who I am , so I make peace with my pain