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I wouldnât exactly say my life is complicated⌠but walking in on my parents arguing almost every single day? Thatâs something I wouldnât wish on anyone. đ
Itâs become a routine in this house â raised voices, heavy silence, doors closing a little too hard. Sometimes I just stay in my room and pretend I canât hear anything, but the walls are thin and so is my heart. đĽş
My friends tell me I should be grateful because at least they donât hit each other. And maybe theyâre right⌠maybe things could be worse. But that doesnât make it hurt any less. Words can be just as loud. The tension can be just as scary. đ
Lately, Iâve had this strange feeling in my chest â like something bad is going to happen. Like one day the argument wonât just be an argument anymore. And somehow, Iâm scared Iâll be right in the middle of it all. đŁ
The truth is⌠I love them. I really do. Theyâre my parents. Theyâve sacrificed for me in ways I probably donât even understand yet. â¤ď¸ But sometimes they can be so exhausting. So frustrating. So⌠annoying. And I hate that I even feel that way.
I just wish peace wasnât something I had to imagine. I wish home felt lighter. I wish laughter lasted longer than the silence that follows. đ§ď¸
Maybe one day things will get better. Maybe this is just a phase. Iâm holding on to that hope. â¨
â Just someone trying to stay strong đŤśđ˝