What is your greatest desire 
Is there something you can't acquire?
You want, you need, you form a habit and now you can't live without it
Even when you've not gotten a hold of it.

You picture your happiness in the success of your greatest desire
And you swear never to retire.
Constantly chasing what you have in abundance 
Your family and friends, but you don't want that

One set back in your aimless journey and you run into your shell of forgotten disappointments to sulk in depression

"When I get this, then i will be happy"
"When i become that, then I will be happy"
All that now becomes the map to your happiness.
A journey of grave distress.

Now I know better 
My little beginnings, 
My flaws and mistakes 
Family and friends.
All the abundance of happiness in my life.
I'm ready to harness it.
Become proud of the little accomplishments as well.
Cause I'm done chasing what I have already.