If love means to get betrayed  hurt  and   emotionally broken , I don't want to love or be loved  because I've tried, I've tried..

 to withstand the pain the cries the regrets but I don't think love is for me  my heartt has been broken but not my self esteem I can't keep pretending to be okay when I'm not when I feel ignored when I feel broken when I feel like my heart is just lifeless.

 I can't stop my tear's  but trust me I've tried but the more.. I try to mend what's been shattered it gets worseee..…