“Flame keeper.”
Is the whisper
That flits across my ear.
“What?” Asks Zoster.
“What, Audie did you say?”
I wonder
Did I say something just now?
Would my shock even allow
Words to come out of my mouth?
"No.
I said no.
Do you know the horrors those people undergo?
Even so. I'm not better than them. Even so.
But I'm not brave enough to want to let my life go."
“Fool,” says Zeph, "such a fool.
Do you think we'd let you stay under our roof?
Don't you know you've outstayed your usefulness?
And you are nothing left but a mess."
“Your fault!” I yell, "all your fault!
My anger will not quell
So long as my pain is not forgot
You framed me in pictures of deceit
Whereupon fake smiles, I seethe underneathe
You've drowned me in ennui
And you haven't raised me honestly.
I'm nothing but a sack of flesh
A future bag for trash—
And still you want me to die
For your benefit.
I must admit
This is rather boorishly sly.
Please! Change your mind,
Even under all the rashness you are kind
I hope that consideration I will find
And your light of benevolence has shined.
I will work! Slave away what I can.
I will earn a handsome dowry from a man
I will give you all the profits of my hands
And forever you will own all my thanks!
I will treat you two like gods
No! No bluff,
I will worship the ground you walk on
With no huff!
If I can I will give you the sun
That can off
And can slay all the wretched to none!"
Aaah
Silence
Aaaaaaaaaaah
Ultimate silence.
They stare at me with molten eyes
They do not bother to disguise
They've paid no heed at all to my cries.
Aaah
Silence
Aaaaaaaaaah
Ultimate silence.
“You have no choice,” says Zeph, “Nobody should fear death the way you do—”
From the journals of the Flame Princess, Deputy Commander of the Flame Guild, Audeline.