My Head is in my pillow

I’m just thinking

Thinking of my sorrows

Thinking of tomorrow

Lately I’ve been drinking

I need air but I can’t breathe

I’m in hell but I’m not burning

I hear many people screaming

I’m awake but yet I’m dreaming

Is anyone listening

This feeling is discomforting

I’m with a pillow where did I get it

Its confusing but I want it

I feel cold while I’m burning in this heat

I’m not hot, I’m not burning not even gnashing my teeth

My thoughts consume me

All I feel is nothing but ashes

I feel like I’m in a sea

I’m drowning faster than lightning flashes

Every night I’m awake

My thoughts flow like it’s a lake

Every night I feel like I’m fake

Do I really have something to give or to take?

I suddenly awake from my mirage

Only to fall asleep to a dream I already had

A sleepless night

I sleep now clutching my pillow tight.