Last sunday i said something against late coming to various church society meetings and prayer. I talked seriously on it with alot of points and emphasis, that it lifted the fallen spirit of some of our members. I was so happy that i have supported the association with the words of life against late coming to prayers and meetings. 
So today after church service i was busy waiting for my friend outside to collect some files from his phone, while the meeting was going on. As i was still catching cruise outside, one of the people i spoke to last sunday walked up to me and said, bro do you still remember what you said last sunday, haaa i shouted and said inaudibly " is not easy oo" so i have to tell the guy that am just receiving some files, that i will be with them shortly and i continued.
After my own meeting outside, i picked my book and rushed to the meeting. After sometimes in the middle of the meeting they called me up to come and read some portion from our handbook with the topic ( late arrival and early departure from meeting), i looked at that guy and i murmured, hmmmm guy i no fit read this thing ooo. But after sometimes i stood up and read the text with all eyes staring at me, maybe with the mindset " is this boy not defining his self over there, is even good he the one reading it, because everyday he will be talking and condemning people as if he's perfect and can't make a mistake, he will say and still not stick to what he've said. Since then, i was troubled within even though i did not let my worries known to them.
But since then, my conscience have not stop disturbing me, and this word kept coming " is not easy ooo"

Some of our public speakers and men of God hardly don't keep that words they speak to the people. And when once people finds out that you are living contrary to what you say almost often at the pulpit or what you tell them at conferences and seminars, they will regard you as an impostor or a hypocrite. Take off the minfset of, if you should start living by all that you say, you are definitely not living true to yourself, no, Is a lie. If you can say it you can live it. What you say have a way of reforming you and building you into somebody that you never imagined you will be in a hurry. What you say builds you, it reforms you and gives you an un-noticed growth. You have your belief, say what you believe in, and practice what you say. 
You don't know how many lives that are transformed by what you speak, you might not know that somebody got the vibe to move on despite all odds. So don't get them discouraged or to have a feeling to doubt what you've said by your actions. 
Let's try and keep the boat of lives changing going. We are transformed when we transform others. Speak and let your words flow through in your actions, let's try not to be addressed as impostors or hypocrite, especially the ones that speaks about the body of christ. Let's allow the spirit to flow through us to change lives and cause transformation in every places.